Mid-June, 2011, less than one month before departure
I lay on my bed, laptop in front of me, the total of my purchase glaring boldly from the screen. I did it. The excitement is making my heart pound, and I feel a bit lightheaded.
Monday, July 4, 2011, 4 days until departure
The anticipation is about to breach its threshold. I think about it constantly, and now I’m finally starting to really prepare. My flight is early Friday morning out of Taipei, and late Friday morning in Los Angeles I’ll be greeted by a face I haven’t seen in person since late September.
What’s the next month going to be like for someone who has spent 315 days in Asia?
It’s hard not telling anyone back home. I actually feel guilty about hiding my trip from everyone. Two weeks in Texas is hardly enough time for everything I need to do, though, so no one knows my travel plans save for my family.
Friday, July 8, 2011
This week has been busy and full of emotions. Right now I’m sitting at my gate waiting for my flight to Japan.
On the other side of nearly a 24-hours’ worth of travel is a hug and the closest feeling to home that I know.
Just yesterday I got the invitation, mailed to Hsinchu, to Julie’s baby shower, and if the date had been within my travel dates, I briefly, seriously considered going and shocking her. No can do, though. And how rude would it be of me to surprise her and make her go into early labor?
What’s it going to be like to be back in the US? I really have no idea what I expect. I’m nervous. I’m excited. This is actually happening.
Time to go.
I can’t seem to read your blog on my iphone, which is what I’m using everytime you update the link, so I’m just now reading this post. I am so glad you got to stay in Texas for a bit and glad I didn’t go into early labor from surprise! love you!
Had I shown up and you suddenly given birth, my guilt level would’ve been through the roof. In order to make me feel better, you would’ve had to name him after me. That would’ve been super awkward for a future baseball star and ladies man to be called Amandy. Thank goodness little Jackson doesn’t have to go through all that.
Hugs and love to you and your soon-to-be-in-your-arms baby boy! I’m so excited for you!